whoa, its been a while...

hey all, hows it going? thats good......i dont know what im suposed to say, i keep starting posts and then they turn into rants and then i think they start sounding stupid so i dont post them.........well whats new with me........im most likely going to be a pianist for a play, i now know a few "licks" on the banjo, for those of you who dont know what a lick is it is like a riff on a guitar only its on a banjo so its mighty country.....im going to see my mentor this weekend, im pretty stolked for that.......one of my pals is going to japan (you know who you are) :)....id like to go on an adventure like that........for someone born in the big bad city i sure am farley small town.............im attempting to learn how to play the guitar, i think its going pretty well..........sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i think people should calm down, calm down about everything, clothes? no big deal...hair? no big deal.... homosexuality? no big deal....religion? no big deal, im not particularly religious, or religious at all realy, but i dont have a problem with religion, neither should anyone else, if someone is or isnt religious should not be a big deal or even of note. ...........i dont know what else to say, so im just gonna post this and hope it turns out okay...

for serious though

hello people, i haven't posted anything for a loooong time, but i was waiting for something worth talking about, and i think ive found it. At school i tend to doodle my classes away, ive failed several classes because of it, and sometimes i get raged at on a daily basis. I plan on being an artist when i grow up, starving or not, thats what i want to do with my life. Monday this week was the first day of semester two, and in my brand new foundations english class with a nutsy teacher is my first block. We had to write one of those "something you might like to know about me" things, so i went off talking about my painting and drawing and my most recent painting and how its the biggest painting ive painted yet, and about how i doodle my classes away. The next day i came in late, because i slept through my alarm because i was up late drawing and putting my feelings on paper and whatnot, but when i came in, my nutsy little teacher sortof squeeled "You're here!!!! You inspired this activity! Did you know that? It was because of you paragraph yesterday!" i was moderatly confused..... but i went and sat down and started the activity. This activity involed us writing down what we're good at, what we could get good at and what we would like to be good at, i asked my freind next to me what i was good at and she said you can write down everything you're good at, her examples were drawing and drinking milk really fast. So i started listing off the things i thought i was good at, drawing, painting, drinking milk really fastand managing to cut my own hair without it looking like i cut my own hair, what i could get good at i said "anything i dam well please" and what i want to try and get good at i said i want to try most things and painting a wall.
                         We also had to say what we thought was holding us back from being good at things. my respone to this was school. School rages at me for drawing, because i need to be learning how to devide variables in trapesoids. I sincerly doubt im ever going to need any more math than what i learned in grade six to do what i plan to do. School takes up all the daylight here, we waste all the daylight inside. And im on an electricity fast in my room except for my alarm clock, so i have no light, im trying to save the universe here, one step at a time. And school tries to take up my time when im not at school with homework, giving me no time to pursue what i like, so i dont do homework....
                           Later that day, in planning class, we watched i video of Ken Robinson talking at a confrence about how people are getting educated out of creativity, heres the link, watch it its amazing http://homeopathyworldcommunity.ning.com/video/ted-talk-ken-robinson-says-1, i dont know that website, but it has the video, so. After we watched this video we had to write a response, the questions we were meant to think about in this response were "what is your response to this video?" and "do you feel at all like the dancer he talks about?" my response began with "i agree" and i began to ramble on about how i do feel like the dancer in a way, with my doodling.

                                          So Tuesday was an excellent day, i got to rage on paper twice about the same thing and it showed me how much this stuff matters to me.




                                                   untill next time, this has been raygunn

hello again, I'm back to tell you a bit about me, I hope y'all are okay with that. so first things first, I am in highschool, it's...acceptable... I paint, I have mentor and everything, I doodle alot, I failed to subjects last year because of it, and nearly failed two other ones, and technically i did fail gym, but I made up for it in the summer so i passed, see, I'm not a big fan of getting up in the morning....and I have to be at school an hour before usual for the next to weeks so I don't fail English again...so I should probly stop being a nerd and go to bed...sooo......I'll put more tomorrow...

heads up!

howdy, Internet folk, I am raygun, I know it says that I'm nonsense, but I remembered raygun after I made this thing and I don't know how to change it.....so you may know me from the blog Aw Shrimp, sleeping of wich I'm going to have to ask jack how to change the name thingy...so anywho, contrary to the name of this here blog on many occasions it most likely will make sense, and other times it won't realy matter if it makes sense or not... so....more will be added later.....probly....ps raygun is not "besties" with Tara, just so y'all know.

-raygun